About My Blog
This is Faebol --
Off-blog, you might know me as yocuri, Lauren, Sparks, or xreluna. Sorry in advance that I needed more than one name to hold my identity.
This girl is part technologist, part mystic, and presently unlicensed by the Machine.
I hold a Bachelor's degree in Biomedical Engineering (2019), and I've worked from within the heart of the system – helping a medical device manufacturing site untangle regulation requirements into task packages during the Brexit/EU MDR transition. I've survived corporate remediations, pandemic mayhem, and soul-crushing job listings that demand hundreds of credentials but no curiosity.
still – I keep a spark alive.
I've been hand-coding simple websites since 2006, building PCs since 2013, and side-eyeing the tech world's gatekeeping just as long. In 2016, ASMR and intuitive YouTube creators cracked open my perception of energy, spirit, and consciousness. That doorway led me to tarot, energy work, and a reclamation of mysticism that's mine -- not monetized or flattened by sponsorships.
Faebol isn't a brand. It's a broadcast.
Here, I create space for the energetically sensitive, the spiritually hungry, and the system-wary -- the ones who feel out of sync with a shallow culture but still deeply called to care. I self-host this campfire to honor the spark in you that corporate scripts still try to smother.
This is for you if…
- You've outgrown "wellness" as a product category.
- You hear signal through static -- in code, dreams, or spiraling thoughts.
- You need a space that's smart, sacred, and uncommodified.
I'm not here to perform enlightenment. I'm here to stay alive – with my tech, my tenderness, and my truth intact.
If You’re Still Reading…
Then maybe this frequency is meant for you.
I’d like to invite you into my community engagement experiment — a small-scale, signal-forward space hosted through Patreon. https://patreon.com/yocuri
Here, presence is the currency, and contribution shapes the atmosphere.
Each month, members can join themed circles with intentionally limited capacity. This isn’t for mass discourse — it’s for depth. If someone ghosts the group, the conversation fades. If someone shows up, something real might begin.
It’s an ecosystem designed to reward sincerity over volume, with room for silence, revival, and regeneration.
Three circles, three modes of presence:
- Wands: For the initiators. Share your ideas and insights freely — I won’t redirect or manage you. You bring the fire; I honor its path.
- Cups: For the reflectors. You’re invited to witness, to pour, to resonate. This is where I share most openly in return.
- Pentacles: For the builders. Bring your goals, your questions, your trials. I’ll meet you as a cheerleader, a consultant, and a grounding presence.
Think of it as asynchronous spellwork. Or just a quieter kind of forum where your energy matters.
Whether you stay for a cycle or keep returning, what you get will mirror what you bring.
Last updated Friday, May 2, 2025
Faebol's Campfire is an independent publication launched in April 2025 by Lauren X Reluna. If you subscribe today, you'll get full access to the website as well as email newsletters about new content when it's available. Your subscription makes this site possible, and allows Faebol's Campfire to continue to exist. Thank you!
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